This is my 50th birthday count down. Today the fact of being a 1/2 century old is freaking me out. Not like I’m unhappy I made it this far, it’s just weird to contemplate. The week is almost over. My week of nobody in the house but me. And summer is hitting it’s peak and getting ready to slide into fall. It’s really hot today. I’m going to have to hide out for a few hours at home before I can open the windows.

So this next month I want to pay attention to the things that drive me. While summer ends and I celebrate a half century of living. Who knows what I will find out?